Between Texas, the biter, Fernando and his friend, I broke my vagina.
As in tore it (TMI) and now I’m horny, miserable and in so much pain I need to go to the doctor soon.
It was worth it though.
DP that pain away.
okay…so I got half of my birthday present earlier in the week…fucking Texas’ roommate then fucking him shortly there after that same night. Having him basically lick the cum off my mouth and neck, blah blah blah. Then he tells me he’s going to be monogamous with this girl he’s known for two weeks.
Let me tell you why this lead to whats about to come in this blog:
1. He’s known her for 2 weeks and is already trying to relationship her, hasn’t met her yet and is talking about crossing a body of water for her…when he couldn’t be bothered to drive 35 miles down a freeway to see me. So that brought up a lot of hurt.
2. I realized that I’m still in love with him. Part of me at least. I thought I’d gotten over him but now I’m left to try and fall out of love the only way I know how and thats by calling up Fernando and getting DP’d by him and a friend. Yep. I’m still in love but for those 3 hours I was feeling like, “I was in love once?”
Basically I’m the type of woman where when I’m hurt or emotionally vulnerable my vagina takes over for my brain to ease the pain (heh, that rhymed!)…
I need to back up though. I didn’t just call up Fernando. I actually had a date with someone I met off OKC…and it went terrible. I’m not going to get into the details but it bombed so bad I had to tell Texas AND my lyft driver as soon as I left.
So I get home and I’m sitting there wondering what to do with my time. My pussy is still sore from Texas and The Biter and I wasn’t sure if I should even bother trying to fuck anyone. But then I started thinking about Texas and felt stupid and vulnerable so I decided to call up Fernando. He happened to be in my area at a buddies house so I invited them over for beers. We’ve fucked a few times since the last time I wrote about him and it’s gotten pretty vanilla. nothing out of the ordinary so I wasn’t expecting much. Maybe I’d blow him while his buddy watched and they’d both cum on my face…
Well they both came on my face but it was after they fucked me at the same time and DP’d me. Which was my first time experiencing Double Penetration in that respect. I like things in my pussy, I like things in my ass…so when Fernando asked if he could fuck my pussy while his friend was fucking my ass of course I said yes. I’d be lying if it was unlike any other pain I felt at first…being stretched like that wasn’t anything I was used to and it took them getting into a thrusting rhythm for me to get any pleasure…but being that I can come from vaginal penetration and from anal separately you can imagine what it was like once I finally began to enjoy myself. What I like about Fernando and his friend was that any time they’d switch holes, they’d change their condom…but one at a time so I was never left without a cock.
By now Fernando knows what I like when I’m being fucked. Choke me so hard you leave bruises on my neck, pull my hair hard enough to give me whiplash, spank me hard enough that three days later I’m still black and purple. And granted he couldn’t exactly do much of that with his friend pounding away at me…he could choke me and whisper dirty fucking things to me.
you’re just a dirty fucking whore
you’re my whore
we should cum inside you for being such a whore…fucking my friend while I fuck your ass
Yep. I’m feeling fucking awful before Fernando came over and being told that made me feel a shred better about the Texas situation. I really loved that when Fernando was about to cum he pushed his friend off of me, me off of his dick and onto the ground and sat on my chest so he could cover my face with his load. His friend stood there jerking him self and watching and knealt over me so that he covered my tits in his seed.
The best part was that they cleaned up and left and I took a shower and fell asleep.
Granted…I woke up feeling even more sore that I was from Texas and The Biter, could only make it through 20 minutes of my hour long workout and emotionally I’m still in the same spot…but at least I got to sleep without crying last night!
A bit of a late birthday present pt. 2
This is part two of the late birthday present I got this week.
So after I get dressed and walk out of The Biter’s room, I walk straight across the hall into Texas’ room. He’d been in this really weird mood because he’s been talking to this girl for a couple weeks and is head over heels ready to relationship the hell out of her. So, me being the person I am I talk to him about her and help him with a couple things where she’s concerned. After a while I started to get cold and decided to get into his bed to warm up. I had completely innocent intentions at that time. I could see that he was really into this girl and I don’t want to do anything to potentially ruin that for him,.. Eventually he comes up to me and playfully bit me on the ass and I told him to stop since he had a girlfriend. When he got in bed with me it was like every other time we’ve had sex…he pulled my pants off, nestled his dick between my ass cheeks and stuck a finger up my ass.
Every so often he’d stop and then start that up again. At one point I rolled over and told him if he’s going to fuck my ass he needs to fuck my pussy and make me cum because he always makes me cum and The Biter couldn’t get me to cum.
In my mind I knew I shouldn’t even be in his bed…but when it comes to sex, once I’m aroused it takes a lot to turn it off. At one point he made a comment about throwing me on the bed to suck The Biter’s cum out if my pussy if I had let him cum inside me. I mean…That alone made me want to back across the hall and have him pump a load inside me just to make him happy.
By now I’d completely forgotten about my experience with The Biter the sex, the rhythm, the terrible aim and the bad kissing…one thing about Texas is that he’s never really been big on kissing…but tonight he couldn’t keep his lips off mine and I couldn’t figure out why. I mean I wasn’t going to complain because shit. He’s a great kisser…but it definitely caught me off guard.
Jesus fucking Christ. I’d forgotten how much I loved the feeling if him inside of me. The way he fills me up is unlike any other man I’ve been with. I can’t describe it other that sheer fucking ecstasy. He knows exactly how to move his body and how to hit all of my spots. I came within a couple minutes with him entering me.
This sex was different though. I couldn’t put my finger on it then but I realize now what it was.
In the middle of fucking me he started kissing me again…I was loving it, and loved it even more seeing how turned on he got when he asked me if the biter came in my mouth and anywhere else on me….it was the hottest fucking experience knowing that he was turned on by another mans taste on my skin.
It felt like we had sex forever. It got to the point that my legs wouldn’t stop quivering from the orgasms. He made me cum so hard I sucked my thumb like a baby and made me feel like I was going to pass out. I love fucking him because he’s just a naturally dominant person and it carries over in be.
The sex wasn’t rough by any means though…in fact I had to tell him I wanted him to hate fuck me to which he responded “I can’t do that. I could never hate you.” And honestly I didn’t need him to hate fuck me. I’ve always told him vanilla sex with him is better than the most hardcore sex I’ve had. Ugh. goddamn Its so good that I’m still turned on just thinking about it days later.
He used a few new positions on me that only made me cum more. He mentioned that to this date I had never ridden him. He’s right…I’ve never been on too with him. I wanted to. God I wanted to but my body and brain weren’t coordinating at that point. If they were I would have flipped is over and fucked him until I came 20 more times.
But I didn’t…instead he asked me to bite him. He’s never done that. So he lifted my head up to his shoulder and I grabbed a piece if his flesh in my mouth and clamped down. He tasted sweet. I didn’t want to let go he tasted so good. But I realized that I was about to break the skin…plus I had another orgasm and would have drawn blood if I didn’t let go.
Then at one point, he’s got my legs around his head he grabs my toe and starts sucking…now, I hate feet. LOATH them and have ended sex on the spot when dudes try to suck my toes…but he did…and it tickled me into another orgasm. Never did I think I’d get off from that. Nope.
By the time we finished I had about 30 minutes before I needed to leave his place for work. So we cuddled until he fell asleep and I left.
The next day when he texted me that he has decided to be monogamous with the girl I realized why that sex with that night felt different…it was like breakup sex except there was nothing to breakup…And unfortunately it caused me to realize a whole slew of feelings that I had for him that I thought I’d dealt with. Nope. Still in love with him. Trying to figure out how to unlove…and that will lead to what happened to me last night. 🙂
PS: Here’s the damage they did to me. Again…I regret nothing.
A bit of a late birthday present Pt 1…
Remember that birthday present I wrote about wanting from Texas a few months back?
I got about as close to that as I could…and I regret absolutely nothing!!! I mean sure my pussy is still sore as hell, I can’t move my back or sit in chairs with high backs, and sure my tits are bruised and swollen and I have to wear a scarf in 90 degree weather to cover the hickeys…but I’m a happy girl.
Earlier this week, Texas texted me that his friend (AKA The Biter) wanted to fuck me. Apparently they share women frequently…not a big deal to me…and being that I had never met The Biter before and hey…who doesn’t love new dick?
So we meet up and hung out for a few and I really wasn’t getting any signs from The Biter that he was down to fuck…he coyly lured me into his bedroom with tales of knowing a very well known rapper. Then he randomly leaves me in his room, alone with the lights off. I don’t know what changed but as soon as he came back he hopped in bed with me and things started moving faster than what even I’m used to. The sex was alright, he’s got a good dick…satisfying in that respect but the stroke game…that makes a different. He was pounding me to a weird rhythm and at one point was in such a weird position on top of me that I could feel him pushing against my asshole from inside of me….very weird…and sadly I came nowhere close to having an orgasm.
I’ll give him props though…he hurt me so damn good. I’m calling him The Biter because my god…I look like a battered woman on my back and breasts. Bruises EVERYWHERE. He may or may not be part zombie because he was gnawing on my flesh.
And he was the first guy that I remember having to actually “tap out” with while being choked. Both hands around my neck with full pressure. So fucking hot. Goddamn. And he was all about silencing me. He had a hand clamped over my mouth and kept telling me to “shut the fuck up”…
YES SIR!
And so when he finally came I told him in my mouth…granted he had the worst aim and missed most of my mouth…but him getting it all over my neck and face came into play later…And even though he needs to work on his rhythm, I’d definitely let him hit it again. His dick was good enough.
So when we finish I get up, put my clothes on, tell him, “thanks for coming on my face” and walk across the hall to Texas’ room….
And that’s part 2 of this adventure 😉
I’m feeling naughty…
And since I have to cover them up at work everyday, I hope you guys enjoy!
A brief rundown of my day
Usually, I wake up, get a work out in, get showered & dressed for work, then spend 8 hours gettin shit done only to go home and get more shit done around my place if I don’t have plans.
But today has been completely off. Probably because I woke up hornier than ever and craving to be punished…hard. I didn’t work out, I went into work late because I spent 3 hours playing with myself…thinking about being hit over and over again with a paddle.
When I finally got to work, I spent the first 2 hours looking at porn on Tumblr and WP. Decided to get some work taken care of, only to find myself sitting in my office with the door shut rubbing myself to a GIF of a woman getting railed in the ass by a Humongous BBC.
Then I went out for lunch. And found myself so attracted to my waitress I had to get her number. Her tits looked amazing under her white button up shirt and in that moment all I wanted was to motorboat the shit out of her. We have plans to hangout this weekend 🙂
Went back to work, did some more stuff there, went back to tumblr porn and got myself off in my office…. I should note that the people in the building directly across from me can see clearly into my office…which means they most likely watched me throw my leg up on my desk, pull my tits out of my dress and go to town.
That was about 30 minutes ago. And I’m still aroused. I’d make plans with someone tonight but I have family visiting that I have to spend time with and honestly the kind of fucking I need won’t do from just anyone.
I really just need to be fucked out of my mind, left limp and covered in cum to satiate this arousal. I need to be tied up and spanked and used tonight.
Fernando PT. 2
I love booty calls. Especially when I’m the one making the call.
I called up Fernando this morning around and he came running. Made a 45 minute trip in just under 30 minutes.
I told him if we’re going to continue to fuck he needs to take charge while we’re having sex because I was tired of “teaching” him what to do. He apologized and said it was because he didn’t want to “hurt me” which was funny since last time we hooked up he was way too gentle.
So we got a little tipsy off beer, wine and Machete Kills and he did that thing all guys do…started rubbing my knee and SLOWLY worked his way up my thigh…it was so slow I just grabbed his hand and stuck it up my nightie. He told me he was more interested in watching me cum than watching the movie. I just wish he wasn’t so directionally challenged when it comes to a vagina.
AGAIN I had to hold his hand in place for him to hit my spots…granted when I found it and he started working my clit, it wasn’t long before my first orgasm. And I really love it when a guy tastes his fingers after getting me off. UNF. After giving me a couple orgasms that way, he got down on his knees to use his mouth. And I’ll give him props…it was good. Almost as good as Texas. I don’t understand why he has such a hard time navigating my pussy with his digits, but with his mouth he just attacked it and before I could cum he stopped, pulled me up, took me to the side of my bed and bent me over and gave me a good, hard, luscious spanking.
He kept saying I shouldn’t boss him around because it wasn’t my place and that I need to ask his permission if I want him to do anything to me. It was hot and I was wet. I begged him to fuck me like that for what felt like hours.
He basically told me he’d fuck me if I was a good girl by letting him throat fuck me again, and how could I turn down that deal? Granted, I puked on his dick again and that still just as gross to me…but after he came he mounted me and pinned me down, one hand on my neck and the other pressing my wrist against my bed post.
My god, fucking him this time was a completely different experience. I had zero say in what happened to my body. He wasn’t trying to be something he’s not…but he was just forceful enough to slightly scare me and turn me on even more.
The thing I really enjoy about him was that he didn’t need much downtime between blowing his loads. Dude is like a fucking machine.
I think I’ll keep him around to fill the Texas void for now.
Last night
I drunk blogged last night…forgive all the typos.
I’m back…with a story
So tonight my BFFs and I went out to celebrate my birthday (which is on monday)…and being in my new place has taken ahold of me by the horns.
So we’re out dancing and a guy named Gellycat (I shit you not that’s the name he programmed into my phone)…starts making out with me…whatever, I don’t really remember what he looked like besides short, black with and Afro. He couldn’t close the deal so I moved on, to “Fernando” because he’s from the San Fernando valley. He’s talk, Mexican and fine as fuck. I offer to buy him a drink and in return we end up dancing the night away.
The way he grabbed my hips and moved my body with his was do damn erotic I couldn’t help myself…I was THAT girl in the club…full on skirt up trying to fuck on the dance floor. Apparently my girlfriends thought I was getting a little too “close” to him so they decided to move on to the next club down the street..long story short- I met up with two dudes I went to high school with, told them I wanted them to tag team me then went home with Fernando.
I should have known the sex would be awful based on his kissing ability (he was awful…all over the place and I should have gone with the Gellycat.
I wasted no time once I got him back to my place. And immediately he went straight to flicking my bean. I usually love it when guys do this (admittedly Texas always knew how to hit it just right) but this dude was WAY off the mark…like terrible. Even with coaching he was off the mark. Jesus effing Christ I’m helping you and you’re STILL getting it wrong.
Then he tells me he wants me to suck his dick. So i happily obliged. Well I ended up puking on his dick (from being throat fucked) and I’ll tell you tasting your own puke on a dick is disgusting…and unfortunately he wouldn’t let me stop sucking his dick until he covered my face in his cum.
(SIDE NOTE: I forgot how much I love balls in my mouth)
I practically have to beg him to fuck me hard…it was like he was casually trying to make love to me. Then I told him to fuck my ass…and he lost it. I’m pretty sure my neighbors heard me getting my ass torn open by Fernando. For what he lacked in vaginal sex he made up for with anal. Dude just went to town like the world was ending tomorrow. and holy fuck he made me squirt with a nice little reach around playing with my clit (which he was able to find this time, miraculously) and basically at that point I was done. I fell over my edge and gave into my urges.
I will say that he was almost shock when I called him a cab…like dude if I won’t let my BFFs stay the night tonight then why would YOU get to?
I’ll give him prpps though..he was exec elect at prone boning me And choking me. Mmhmmm. He gets a gold star for that. Glad I chose him in that respect.
The Leibster Award
Well this is fun! This Ordinary Life nominated me for the Leibster Award! I’d never heard of it before this, and it seems interesting 🙂
Part of the Leibster Award is to answer 11 questions provided by the person who nominated you, provide 11 questions for the 11 blogs you nominate and then provide 11 random facts about yourself…I figured since most of you only know the sexual side of me it might be a good way to get to know me otherwise.
Questions about Me:
1. Why did you choose your chosen career?
– Honestly it started back in college with laziness…I didn’t want to do the math requirements for a business degree so I went into communications
2. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
– San Juan, Puerto Rico…The weather, the rum, the beaches…need I say more?
3. What are your favourite things to do on your days off?
– I do nothing usually on my days off, so my favorite things are binge watching netflix and “diddling” myself lol.
4. Can you sing?
– I can, I actually sang in a choir for 7 years when I was younger and sang at a few weddings as an adult.
5. Who is your hero/heroine?
– This is tough. I honestly don’t think I have a hero/heroine.
6. Do you get along with your parents?
– Sometimes…it can be contentious, but also perfect harmony…its a very weird relationship that’s working through issues of co-dependency and emotional abuse.
7. What is your favourite band/singer?
– All time favorites are: Papa Roach, Otis Redding and Dustin Lynch…weird choices I know lol.
8. Have you ever won an award for a sport?
– I placed second in an ice skating competition when I was younger, and the step team I was on in high school took first place at a step off…
9. Do you have any special talents?
– hmm…some say I have a special talent of spotting married men from a mile away…but realistically its probably my double jointedness or my ability to polish off 4 bottles of Fuzzy Navel Boone’s Farm in under an hour….because I’m classy.
10. What is your favourite book and why?
– Shit…I read so many books this one is hard. Can I chose three? I did with favorite musicians…so I’ll say I can. I think its between Angels and Demons by Dan Brown, Four to Score by Janet Evanovich and this book on Voodoo I got when I was in college.
11. If you could ask for one wish, what would it be?
– Gonna go with true love. To not have to go through dating and heartbreak anymore would be super…
11 Random Facts about me:
1. A member of George Clinton’s band offered to take nude photos of me and when I declined he showed me the nudes he took on his phone of other women….it got weird.
2. I used to want to be a trophy wife and put that down as my dreams/aspirations in my 6th grade year book
3. I love all things Rockabilly and pin-up
4. I’m overly communicative when it comes to my feelings…i feel everyone should know how I feel at all times regardless if they care. (Probably why I started this blog lol)
5. I would rather sit in silence reading with my partner sitting next to me doing something on his own than try and have small talk
6. I loathe small talk
7. I’m so open with my sexual preferences that I was asked to leave a local chain restaurant because the table behind me didn’t want to hear about how I was tied up for 6 hours and was punished with hot wax and canes.
8. I wear black every day of my life…not because I’m supposed to for work, but because I’m lazy and black matches everything.
9. I’m allergic to every food that tastes delicious and have to eat a heavily vegan diet…with the exception of meat 🙂
10. Once I make my mind up about a person’s place in my life, its hard to make me change my mind. I’m stubborn when it comes to people I let into my inner circle.
11. Even though you’d never know it by looking at me know, I used to be into gangs and did some shit I’m not proud of…and while I’ve given that lifestyle up, if you piss me off I’ll go from 0 to Pissed off hood rat in 2.5 seconds.
Blogs I nominate:
10. PlantPage
11. SimplyWithout
My questions to them are as follows:
1. What is one thing you wish you had done differently and why?
2. In your opinion, why is the sky blue?
3. Favorite thing to drink on a hot, summer day?
4. What is your favorite memory from childhood/adolescence?
5. What is the biggest thing that has led you to this point in your life?
6. If you could be any cereal, what would you be and why?
7. What is more important and why: Perception or Reality?
8. Favorite show to watch?
9. Last book or blog you read?
10. Least favorite food you’ve eaten?
11. Favorite destination you’ve been to or want to visit?
Sexy Time with Sniffles 